........Love.....,,,Lost ,,,,,,Life,,,,,,!

I opened my mind for you,,,
A broken piece of heart is there..!
"My love is the dream of my desire"
An arrow which stuck my mind ,
Much more than my heart,,
It spreadeagled my spirit,
Tied up my tongue and
Put my mind in evil cave...

"But it never touched your soul," my dear!
When you stepped in to my heart,
with a sweet smile
I am feeling the beauty of my soul..!
When i hold you in my hand,
I am blissed with the warmth of love....!
When i enjoyed the walk with you,
My life is enchanted to a faily tale....***

I opened the garden of my mind for you,,,
In fragrance of joy and breeds of love,
My mind is fluttering like a butterfly...,
You are the colours of my wings,
and nectar of my sweetie dreams..!

"We tied a swing on the rainbow sky
One knot is tied on your heart
and the other on my mind"
Our dreams gives as wings to fly,
Above the clouds of bluffs and blame "

Some chats and fights ,we have in time
But all that you won it with your smile..
I loved you dear more than my tear
I huged you with care,
Kissed you with my soul,,
It made our mark in an eternal world >>

Now i am strangulated by your thoughts,,
"My dreams are no more colourful
Your smile haunting me in my dark nights"
"In every depth of breath i take
Your essence still remaining,,,,,!!
I wish to hear, the melody of your heart
Like to sleep in the music of your love...
"A deep sleep in to the shadow of my soul"...!

I always remember the "bunch of roses"
that i used to give you my dear,
When dew drops falls on its tiny coat
Remember it is my tear for you!!!
Keep it "close to your heart"
You can hear my mind,
Whispering " I Love you"

mind ,,,,, a remainder of dreams

I knocked the door of opportunity
They asked me "who are you?"
I cannot answer the question
As my words got strangulated
by some "unknown thoughts".
My mind whispered something to me,
But my tongue not,,it is tied some where.
My mind got shivered , body got tensed
Now i can understand some truths of life ,
Which remained unrevealed for me ....!!!!!
They kicked my mind and shut the doors
Ha!!!! that angry faces are out of sight..


But my desires are craving urge on me
Getting provoked my fantasies,
I wished to flutter above the walls of my dreams.
"Mind is only a turn of time,
Sometime it will ignite our dreams
Someother time it burns our desires in to ashes"

Someone came and give me a hand
They told me to explore life,
Which is the beautiful gift of God.
Someothers called my good name.
"In their freaky,clumsy,cranky face,"
I can see only a laugh,no smile
Some others cried without tears


"When i want to try,life gives me only a cry
When i want a clap,it gives me only a slap
When I want a hand,they give me a fist
When I want to aspire,they give me something to perspire
When I need love,they give me only laughter
When I need a hug,they give only a tug."

Now i can see myself ,
Along with some entrapped souls
Crying aloud with their agonised words
Some one precariously walking in the shore of life
"Life is always busy ,
with pandemonial quaks
and stringent thoughts.."
In the metamorphosis of life
Here nobody wants a beautiful butterfly
Instead they want a catterpillar to sew their nest

Now i am realizing myself as
"A normal man in the abnormal world
One who always clinging to some futile convictions."
"I am only a clown of my disguised mind
Which is the shadow of my own death".